I am second.- a sinner saved by grace and hopeful about my future because Christ did for me what I could never do for myself. He is first.
The first “I am second” video that I ever saw was in church. It was the segment by Brian “Head” Welch (of the band “Korn”) and it rocked me to my core. On the surface, he and I have almost nothing in common, but less than one layer down, we hurt the same.
When I got home that day, I went to the website, iamsecond.com, and watched five videos. Over the next few days, I watched all the others. Some of the featured people are household names, some are everyday folks you pass on the street. The great levelers of addictions, depression, spiritual emptiness, abuse survival and voids of all kinds united them for this project. Faith in God unites them in redemption and a second chance at a life devoted to something bigger than themselves.
Many people say that the very existence of God is void, and some say he exists, but has turned his back on the world.
But I say what Whispering Danny says in his i am second video:
I cannot deny something that has revealed itself to be true to me.
Some of the best things life has to offer make no sense, and some things that make no sense offer life, revealed to the subjects of the video project to be true.
I am second, too.






Gwynn | Jul 27, 2012 | 9:45am
We did the I Am Second study in Sunday school last year and his video was my favorite of all. I don’t know if your comment section will let me add an external link, but this song by Big Daddy Weave jumped into my mind as I read your blog entry. If the link gets messed up just go to YouTube and search for Redeemed by Big Daddy Weave. Blessings! Gwynn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nFC76Z_2oC4&feature=player_detailpage
Jana Greene | Jul 27, 2012 | 10:33am
Awesome, Gwynn - I will check it out! Thanks for sharing it. My favorite is either Brian Welch, or Whispering Dannny’s segments. These men, they represent my Christianity. Not a stringent set of rules impossible to keep. Not condemnation and false-righteousness. But REDEMPTION and freedom like no other. Amen :)
Cris | Jul 27, 2012 | 4:13pm
Wow this is so powerful! Thank you for sharing, I had never seen this before!
Jana Greene | Jul 27, 2012 | 7:05pm
My pleasure, Cris! Each one of them is powerful, although this one is my favorite.
Lea P | Jul 29, 2012 | 8:24pm
Well…I have been suffering for some time with depression. They’ve uped my meds, etc. My depression has many facets…one of which is my service. I left a church I dearly loved, to attend church with my husband (there were other reasons too, but that was the main one). I felt like it may help our relationship if we worshiped together. It hasn’t helped, I’m sad to say. I am used to serving others (as Jana can attest to)...it is the essence if what we are called to DO as Christians…along with the Great Commission. It is so sad that my husband chooses to attend, but not to become involved in ANY way. It is possibly because he has been hurt by church folks in the past…but grudge holding is only hurting my him…I wish he could see that. God calls us to (especially) love those that are HARD to love! Accchhh! It’s so hard. But, you forgive and move forward. So, that is what I am going to do. I offered multiple times to help out at the church where we attend together and, nothing happened!! Wow! That hurt me. So I am going to try a new Church where I know some people, try and get back into Stephen Ministry and Emmaus…And anywhere else I can help out. I really feel God is leading me. Depression, addiction, stagnation, whatever the cause of you NOT becoming…not BEING…who God wants you to be - and what He wants you to DO for His Kingdom…just isn’t living at all. God bless you Miss Jana! So many people need this kind of forum! Love You! :)
Jana Greene | Jul 29, 2012 | 8:32pm
Hi, Lea. I know you have been through times of depression, and I’m so sorry for that. But you have always used your gifts to glorify the father and been a gift to others. You are welcome to Lifepoint any time, if you’d like to come with me. God bless you, too, Lea. Sending you love and hugs!
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